Page 1:

· Publication of My Spiritual Experiences
· Sat-guru Takes Charge of my Sadhana
· Impossible Demand
· Kasamsaheb - A Good Samaritan
· Take My Bungalow
· Control of Emotion
· Sat-guru's Boundless Grace
· Subtle vs. Gross
· Prayer to the formless

Page 2: (Karachi, April 23, 1940)

· Terrible Order
· Go Naked From Here
· Invaluable Chance
· My Lord's Order
· Ethereal Experience
· Guru's Love

Page 3: (Karachi May5, 1940)

· Total Surrender
· Faith
· Guru's pleasure is a Divine Gift
· Sat-Guru's Darshan in Meditation
· Different Results of Sanskaras

Page 4: (Karachi May 11, 1940)

· Sat-guru Turned My Course
· Sat-guru's Wrathful Exhortation
· It Will Recoil Upon You

Page 5: (Karachi May 24, 1940)

· Detachment, Equanimity, Witness-like Attitude
· Our "Readiness" and Our Burndens
· True Services of the Sat-guru
· Sat-guru's Behavior
· Our Inertia
· Give Great Importance to Sat-guru

Page 6: (Karachi May 27, 1940)

· Absorption in one thing
· Exclusive Interest But Good Feeling
· Eagerness to Reform Others
· Mahatma Gandhi's Cry in the Wilderness
· Self-reform and Proper Service

Page 7: (Karachi June 7, 1940)

· Prayers
· Service as a Shop-boy
· Employed
· The Bubble Burst
· Honesty of the Heart

Page 8: (Karachi June 13, 1940)

· Awareness
· Awareness - Our New Guru
· Awake! Arise!

Page 9: (Karachi June 23, 1940)

· Attitude Toward Troubles
· Serve the Living Saint
· Region Beyond the Sky
· Oh, The Difference!
· That Dark Dangerous Cave
· Hail Your Troubles

Page 10: (Karachi July 6, 1940)

· Know your nature
· Natural Attraction
· Vacillation
· Sadhak's view of death
· Conquest of Our Enemies
· Tremendous Potency of Prayer
· How to control the Mind

Page 11: (Karachi July 18, 1940)

· The Way To Win
· Saint's Contact
· Experience of the Saint's Grace
· A Godly Soul

Page 12: (Karachi July 28, 1940)

· "God's Grace" - My Only Concern
· Sadhana in Solitude
· An Interesting Anecdote
· The Lesson I Learnt

Page 13: (Karachi, August 2, 1940)

· Do or Die Attempt
· Make My Life Resplendent

Page 14: (Karachi, August 8, 1940)

· Mother's Love
· Joy of Mother's Lap
· The Purpose Behind
· Tangible Presence of Mother

Page 15: (Karachi September 6, 1940)

· Family Service
· The Usual Understanding
· Right Attitude for Worldly Dealings
· The Work Prescribed for You
· The World is Joy Incarnate
· The Writer's Own Experience
· Don't Be Led Away
· The Cause of Our Sorrow
· The Remedy

Page 16: (Karachi October 6, 1940)

· Incomprehensible Lila
· Planes of Consciousness
· Bookish Knowledge harmful
· Philosophical Conundrums
· Senseless Comparison
· Purifying Contact of Saints

Page 17: (Karachi December 6, 1940)

· Narsinhbhai's Challenge
· Mahatma Gandhi's View
· Challenge Accepted
· Gandhiji's Disapproval

Page 18: (Karachi January 6, 1941)

· Manliness
· Manliness There Again
· The Wave Ebbs
· Mischief-mongers Converted as Friends
· No Over-boldness
· No Fear of Thieves

Page 19: (Karachi January 20, 1941)

· In Jail
· A Hallowed Recollection
· Frequent Use Develops our Power
· Keep Your Vows

Page 20: (Karachi February 27, 1941)

· Decision to Retire
· Mother's Opposition
· Conditional Consent
· Retired
· Mother's Illness
· The Irremovable Hitch
· Conflicting Duties
· The Only Remedy

Page 21: (Karachi February 17, 1941)

· S.O.S to God
· Unbearable Anguish
· Abide with Me
· Undeserved Grace
· Concretize my Bhaavana
· For Mother's Sake Alone
· Cognizance of Mother's death